September 20th of this month.

Calling any or all local colorado furs Help me and Nevermint: show those that think taking their lives in suicide is not an answer to all your depression or problems. I can tell you that it's not... I've suffered from depression... I almost took negative no win option. I feel ashamed to say that I almost did, but I'm on my second wind! I'm making sure I live a good life! Join us and show those that there is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel!

http://www.swfmd.org/ please visit the site as well! Donate if you at least can't join us on the walk!

I was thinking of making necklace pendant things of random shapes, sizes, colors! if you can draw it up, and it is not extremely complex I can!

Here is an example in fursuit size!
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I thought I'd let you ask me questions, I'll be honest in my answers. Just be aware that I might be blunt or I might not answer if it is too personal. None the less I do urge you to ask! Gets me to open up more I guess.

Can ask me fursuit related questions, con related, art, what's to come, and others stuff about life.

Shoot them my way and I'll give an answer in return! But for every one you ask if there is something I feel like asking I'll ask back!

I had a ride to AC from appleton Wisconsin... but it seems that the driver says there is not enough space for me... Is there anyone else that is passing though that would be able to give me a possible ride to and maybe from AC? I'm willing to pay my share in gas, do my share of driving, and if I need to stay one night in you room I'll pay my part! Let me know ASAP if you can help a wolf and fellow suiter out to his first AC!

My last night I'll have my computer running for a while. If you have my IM addresses you got till 11pm in Mountain Standard Time in Colorado to give me a personal good luck message. If you don't have them, leave me a comment and I'll send it to you. Then no more internet for about 2 or 3 months...

As of next week some time I'll be in San Antonio for Air Force basic training. 8 and a half weeks I'll be away from my PC and possibly during tech school. I'm not going for intelligence as planned but a computer based job as my second option, meaning I'll get stationed anywhere. While I'm away from the fandom I'll be leaving my fursuit with Nevermint, he might take it out for use if he feels like. As for if you may be asking if I'll be going to a con I'm possibly not gonna be able to make one this year. Expect me to go to MFF or EF next year if I am able to do so. I'm not sure what else to say about me leaving on such short notice of knowing today... It was either next week or in 2 months risking something happening and me never going. But LOL! Just imagine me bald! Oh god that's going to suck and I'm going to feel a constant draft! Any ways, now starts the chapter of where is Shadow! I'll be letting you all guess where I am for fun. =3

( find out behing the cut! )

How many can you take on in a fight?

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God, I feel as if there is no hope... please guide me and keep me strong enough to see this through as if I don't looming over me to get into the armed services... *drops to his knees*

( gotta look and read; this you may not have known! )

If you listen to this guy for McCain we might be screwed!

I will most likely not go to this Thursdays sketch night because it further than I'll do in my car... But I'm actually sending this out to formally announce that the Halloween party will be my last time I'll be going to Denver for the meets. Any other time that I go up there after the 31st will be strictly for the USAF, one-on-one hang outs, or other reasons. So I do hope that I see a great local turn-out for the number of furs that would go! I hope I can get in good last meet here in Colorado with everyone.

This has been cross posted from the [ColoFurs] Yahoo group

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I decided since that FurAffinity was down when I woke up I'd change my journal theme to suit me more prior to entry to the United States Air Force. An I decided that I'll have fun with this too, since I'll be in for a lot of moving for my first term of service(4-5 years) I'd title my journal 'Where in da world is Shadow?' I'm not going to change the location of my profile of where I'm at, it's going to stay where I started. But for the fun of it if any of you are up to it I'll keep it at a guessing game. Posting as small of hints as I can here or there till someone eventually knows where I may be. But as soon as next Wednesday and Thursday come 'round and pass I'll possibly know when I leave, but since I don't know if it is a projected date to get my contract before basics I'm going to make sure I get my job locked in and what-not so as far as I know I'll possibly not be here for Christmas and spend the first of the new year living on my own but with better income than do now.

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I doubt anyone would believe me, but Sarah Palin was in the area I work today! An you know what? She does not eat free, lol Blisk thought I should say that, she was at a coldstone 100 feet away getting iceceream! I just need Obama to Come to BurgerCity near my Work place or come see a movie while I'm at work! That would make my week!

I finally have my MEPS date, the 29th and 30th of this month. I'll be staying in the same hotel I was in for my first year of rmfc. I'm nervous, but I know that is a good thing... As I see it now I'll be leaving home to finally enter the real world on my own this november or december if not in january.

Wish me luck!

It works, but it has a few kinks to be worked out, I can now run SL, play games, youtube videos, rip dvds, or make AMVs!

*is a happy wolf today*

What Shane Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

But also in another meaning I know I heard and was told is that the name "Shane" does somehow flow into the name "GOD". A mundane catholic name, though I could be wrong...